2012 is fast approaching another year to add up my single hood. It's been almost 5 years since I'm into relationship. I've encountered mocked from my friends and some are surprised that I stayed that long. Maybe because of my self confidence which mean believing in yourself. Believeing that you have what it takes to accomplish whatever you set your mind to. I don't have that attitude. Every time I see gorgeous girls I just bow down and never look them in their faces. I hate this feeling. I want my old self back.