Anger Management

this shows how Sydney destroy things when he's mad

My Brother reached the peak of his emotion earlier. I don't know the real reason but I think I have the clue. My Mom and I were not talking to my brother since Sunday. I was mad at him because He left our house with his motorcycle unsecured. The store was open. I understand that He is in love with his girlfriend. But He should know his responsibilities. When Mom arrived from General Santos City, she went to the City and maybe talked to my brother's supervisor, office mates and friends. I think He is embarrassed. I don't know when this family feud will end. 

Rat Payback

This polo shirt was my souvenir last year in our high school batch reunion. I just found out yesterday when I was looking for my Sunday dress. I was surprise and mad because this is one of my favorite shirt. Now I can't wear it. It made me realize that they are doing this to avenge their families. Few days ago, My brother and I set a bait for them and after two days I buried 5 rats. Maybe they sensed it that we are the one who initiated the trap to eliminate them. They are destruction in our business. Every morning I collected the pack noodles with hole on it.

What am I suppose to do?

My mother scolded just a while ago telling me to stop facing laptop and do some chores. I already finished my household chores early this morning. I ask her what am I suppose to do? She told me to think of our problem. Is that right? That is why people went crazy because they are thinking of their problem. Is my Mom want me to be insane? There's a song lyrics" tawanan mo ang iyong problema" means laugh at your problem. In handling my problem I just want to take it easy. I don't want to get so emotional or attached to it. My mother is always like that. Sometimes, I can't understand her. 

I don't Know

My friend from college called me up yesterday and told me that my ex girlfriend will getting married on July 5, 2012. My first reaction was shock and surprise. I wasn't prepared to hear this news from her. I know we've been separated for 5 years and until this time I didn't replace her in my heart. I cannot blame her for what she did to me. It is nice to know that she found the person that she will going to spend the rest of her life. I don't know how to react or expect. I don't wan to be bitter for her. 5 years of being single maybe enough. It's time for me to look for the person to love and somehow to be loved. This is it.. I have to accept the fact that she is happy with someone else. she is destined to a person that she can be proud of. Of course, I'm hurt for hearing this news. But what could I do. I should stop thinking of her. I should move on with my life. Plan my future without her. Being single has been a roller coaster ride. I hope I'm not to late to open my heart to some else and spend my time with her. How I wish I can feel the butterfly in my stomach again or swim on the cloud nine. I hope time will come this loneliness of mine will going to end.

Dog lover

I can call myself a certified dog lover. The first thing I do in the morning is to check if they are all right. I let them out in their cage to do their poo,pee,play and have their breakfast. While they are outside my task is to clean their cage.  

Relaxed Day

I woke up 6 in the morning today. Went to my dog cages, I release Hatchi first and then fifi to make their morning pee and poo. Then I feed them. I put all the seven puppies in the ground and clean their house. I cooked rice, I boiled water, and dog food. I open the store, sweep-ed with stick broom  outside the store. Turn the radio on to listen to news. While sweeping inside the house, I listen to my favorite radio show "tambalan with Nicole Hyala and Chris Tsuper" at 8am. While seeping my coffee and guard the store. For one whole hour that I tuned in I'm so glad, happy and at the same time burst into laughter. My morning will not not complete without these two guys who answer the questions of their listeners. And the best part of the show is they dramatize the situation of person who is asking question. After my brother left for work, I went at the back and repack ice water. Turn my cellphone and internet on then I played poker. when nature calls, I took a bath. Eat my breakfast which I purchased my viand to my cousin's eatery, pochero for P15. Then I watched television. When it was 5 in the afternoon my Mom came home from the farm and I cooked our dinner. I fried lechon. Aunt Lyda and Mae my best friend share their prawn and crabs to us. It was delicious my  mom's favorite food. It was not that busy. I just had a relaxed day.

Hello! It's been awhile!

I don't know what happen to me, I just stop writing my blog. Sometimes, I'm pre occupied with the things which is not important. I have been to other places, meet some people, the daily happenings to my life, but I didn't update my blog. For four months my blog has been quite. It was a waking mail to me when I receive the mail of izea. It's about time that I will check, write and update my blog. I miss my fellow bloggers.

Hatchi and Fifi enjoys each other company

Every Morning when I woke up, I always go to the backyard where my dogs tied and break them free to have them poo and pee. After dong that  notice hatchi and fifi playing. They are fond of running,barking and biting each other. As I observe them i can't help myself to join them or sometimes smile because of what they are doing. I'm enjoying their company each and everyday. 

We love Sports

My brother Sydney and I have something in common, we both love any kind of sports. He is more athletic than I do. He loves outdoor sports as for me I'm into indoor sports. Our bonding time is watching sports in the television wherein we'd bet who will won and whoever lose there's consequence to take. One time, I shared to him about my dream of watching our favorite teams played live. He tapped my shoulder and said it will come sis,you'll see. Days pass by, when I went home he surprise with two tickets in his hands. This is his birthday present for me. We will going to watch basketball live. Our favorite team Los Angeles Lakers heads on with Dallas Mavericks. Later  I ask him where did he bought these tickets. He said he purchased it online. He added that he will earn his salary in order for us to see more live college football such as north carolina central eagles tickets,north carolina charlotte 49ers tickets,

north carolina greensboro spartans tickets. He told me that if you want easy, fast and reliable selling of tickets online just visit http://www.ticketamerica.com/.

4th Balino Family Reunion

Last December 24, 2011 we celebrated our Family reunion. despite of our hectic schedules we tend to celebrate which we had so much fun. I hope this year it will be funnier. Thank You to my cousins who are cooperative enough to make the event a successful one.

Batch 2001 Grand Reunion

After ten years of graduating from High School Notre Dame Of Tacurong Girls and Boys celebrates it's grand reunion last December 29, 2011. The event was filled with laughter and the parlor games was fun. We are grateful that for a long period of time we had a chance to talked about our accomplishments, our life, and our journey of becoming successful. I hope in the near future I can share my achievements because sometimes I feel aloof with my batch mates. They are now lawyers, doctors, nurses and other professional status. as for me, I'm nobody(sigh)

Welcome 2012

A big celebration we have done during New Year's Eve. My brother and I cooked Hamon and grilled pusit which we enjoyed. Our childhood friend Dave pave a visit, we haven't seen each other for sixteen years. and during his stay we talked the things he's been through. His mother passes away last May 2011 and he went into depression. I advice him to take it easy because at young age of 30, he will going to sick. He suffered so much and we have the same family background. I hope in God's perfect time he will resolve his problem. 

Happy 31st anniversary Papa and Mama

My Papa and Mama celebrates their 31st married life. I'm happy and blessed to have them on my side. For teaching me how to live my life in the fullest, for nurturing me and loving me unconditionally. To my beloved parents Happy anniversary and from the bottom of my heart I love you both.

Antique Cash Register

Yesterday, I was in the mood to clean our house. At the bottom of my brother's bed I saw this antique cash register. I cleaned it, and now I'm using it.

Quit Smoking

Yesterday, I told my Dad to get a pack of cigarette in the store for his consumption. I was stunned when he said he quit smoking for almost a week now. He said he is determined this time to quit his vice because of health problem. That is amazing, I couldn't remember when was the time he started to smoke. I hope this coming year I will quit too.(with cross fingers)

Yahoo! This is my 1000 post

I have been in the blogging world since 2008. My cousin's husband  Noel introduces me to blog in order to earn.  I earned a couple of dollars then but when the recession strikes, earning through blogging was affected. Sad to say, I'd lay low in updating my blogs. Besides earning I love to blog because this is my way of erring out my feelings. I have collected  friends from different type of the world. So, keep blogging guys! 

Hatchi's again

zzzzzzzzzzzzz

don'tdisturb

stretching

Hatchi's Photos

Sleeping with tongue's out 

Woke up by Fifi

"I want to sleep again it's my favorite past time"

Kissing with Janz

Having my lunch

Spend a two night in a hotel

fantastic frame hanging on the wall

another frame 

my new nail polish

mom's sandal and my shoe

towel

I was fascinated by the picture that's hanging in the walls. 

And counting

2012 is fast approaching another year to add up my single hood. It's been almost 5 years since I'm into relationship. I've encountered mocked from my friends and some are surprised that I stayed that long. Maybe because of my self confidence which mean believing in yourself. Believeing that you have what it takes to accomplish whatever you set your mind to. I don't have that attitude. Every time I see gorgeous girls I just bow down and never look them in their faces. I hate this feeling. I want my old self back.